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Moved to a new blog, might as well start with a brand new project, the Arcana Project. Where I blog about something accordingly to the tarot card of the entry.

 The first card of the Major Arcana is widely known as "The Fool", a spirit in search of experience to take with him later on in life. The fool is not without knowledge, nor is it filled with ignorance. Yet the fool is knowledgable enough to know that his goal is unlimited to him. Zero plus anything is anything, zero times zero is zero. This is a perfect despiction of the fool.

 Wasn't that far back that I had a moment on the bus, when I realized that I have not done much with my life. I remember my thoughts when I finished grade 3 in China. "Wow 3 years!" I said to myself. I thought that I've done so much already with my life. My first assignment of grade 4 was to write about my experiences as a 4th grader. I remember writing something about being big and responsible to my peers and to my juniors. Man was it an awkward entry to write about at the time. Looking back now I really can't see how this can be NOT awkward.

I haven't done much with my life. Never acheived my goals in life, never thought about my life beyond highschool graduation, and didn't really think about my future martial life as well. My mom has pressured me to be in the state of happily ever after before I turn 30. I really couldn't care less. To me, now at least, marriage is a load of responsibilities that I have yet feel like taking, not even when I turn 30. Sustaining a relationship heck, is enough for me thank you very much. All the emotional heartbreaks and rollercoaster rides, it's all too idiotic for my taste.

Yes, I am still immature with my beliefs, that I have realized. Which is why I am blogging about it under the fool. The thoughts I have blogged down here serve as a 0 point. A point for me to refer back and say “What was I thinking when I was 17?" when I have achieved them. Indeed the zero says a lot. Zero plus anything is anything, and when you put your heads about your life and work towards any goal as the fool, you will reach it in the end.